Can you feel happy and sad at the same time? IDK, sounds ironic on its own. But yeah. Kinda Happy-Sad now xD Ill keep it short.


The Wave made me so happy. x3 Ahehehe xP SOME ppl will know what I'm talking about xP Hmm, the lie, or whatever it is... just flipped my day today. Imma go do RJ and head to bed xP Tomorrow taking MRT. Ahehehehe. SO long since I went to school by MRT. xP Whatever it is... I want to see a better day tomorrow xP

Wednesday, April 29 at 22:24

Whee. Tomorrow Week 2 of school for me. SO excited. (: Faci's are ok-ish. I have issues with ONE only xD Not gonna reveal who xP Anyway, nothing to blog about. Just something random.

Audemarspiguet watch
Dimples in your necktie

Hermes briefcase
Cartier top clips

Silk lined blazers
Diamond creamed facials

Vi vi x cuff links
6 star pent suites

Wheeeeeeee. IDK Why I'm so happy? x3

Monday, April 27 at 21:53

I cry at night
Cause my baby's
Too far to be by my side

To wipe away
These tears of mine
So I hold my pillow tight

To imagine you
I'll stretch your hand
Looking for mine

Cause I'm lost in this dream
I need you to hold me
I'm scared of lonely

And I'm scared of being the only
Shadow I see along the wall
And I'm scared of the only
Heartbeat I hear beating is my own

I'm scared of being alone
I can't seem to breathe when I am lost
In this dream, I need you to hold me

I need your strength
When nobody is around
Cause I'm tired of this emptiness
I think I'm drowning

Friday, April 24 at 19:25

Alrite, so I have been really so busy (maybe just lazy) to blog. My new class is nice I guess. At least for now. x3 The environment is friendly and I kinda like it. As for modules... that I don't really know. On our first day, we studied on Photography. I wasn't really into it but hmmm, kinda like it at the end I guess. I only hate the terms and understanding them. ISO, Shutter Speed and all that crap. Urghs. On Wednesday was about Creative Concepts and we focused on personalities. Worse thing was we had to do a play for presentation. Why-O-Why. I hate plays. I prefer PowerPoint/MahJong Paper Presentations. :P Ok I don't wanna talk a lot. I want to go to bed now. x3 Looking forward to tomorrow (technically today since its 1am) lesson. Wheee.

Thursday, April 23 at 01:04

3... One of my brother's hamster died. x.x Since yesterday was so ill. Poor Thing. So I was sitting and watching the whole row of cages and observing each cage. Then I came to the 2nd last one. Two kinda young hamsters. :P One black and one white. The black loves to climb up the bars and chew. x.x At 3 in the morning I can hear that thing chew everyday. x.x So I noticed the Black one was lying and wasn't as active as normal. I open and "poked" softly by the side. It moved but was struggling. Something wrong with the hind legs. I tried to push it up and made it walk. It couldn't walk. x.x Eiiik. So, I just observed. About 10mins later... that thing didnt move at all. x.x But it was still breathing and eyes were like so small. I shredded tissue paper into long strips and lay it onto the hamster. xD Maybe its cold? IDK xD So I left. 10 mins later I told my mum. That thing was like motionless. x.x We moved the hamster up into the higher compartment and separate it. And gave extra bedding x.x It was so thick x3 Left it to rest. Today morning woke up. Phew... smells bad and flies around. x.x Urghs. x.x Had to dispose it.

2... 8pm, doing my normal stuffs on the Laptop and suddenly the lights flicker. I thought it was erms.. ok maybe I'm seeing things. o.o By 10pm, it was flashing on and off. It was like some disco shit. VERY annoying though. So I offed it for good and I'm gonna live in the dark till that thing gets fixed. x.x Trust me I'd fix it myself if I know too but I don't Ill have to wait. Sighs.

1... School's coming soon. Today Is Friday. Actually, I'm kinda excited. I'm so ready to give up this slacky mood. I was to have something to do even if it is Reflection Journals everyday and stupid tests to study for. I'm sick of rotting at home. People keep telling me to enjoy the last minutes of my vacation but trust me, I want my vacation to be done and over with. x.x I enjoyed it WAY too much that it drives me to extreme boredom. School... coming soon :D

Saturday, April 18 at 01:40

Think of one person. Base him/her in your answers. You CAN'T change what you have already thought! First thing that comes out in your mind pleazzz...

1.) Is he/she your friend in friendster??
No. I don't even have friendster. :P

2.) Why did you pick him/her in this survey?
Erms.. *Pokes Instructions?* First thing that comes to my mind? Duh.

3.) What place do you remember with him/her?
IDK. :o

4.) What song do you remember with him/her?
Already Gone- Kelly Clarkson

5.) ...and why?
Cause he likes it so much.

6.) Is the height just fine??
It's more than fine fo sho x3

7.) ...good at singing?
I really don't know about that. :o

8.) ...dancing?
Again, I don't know xD

9.) Does he/she look similar to a actor/actress?
Not any that I know of.

10.) Are you two close?
Hell yeah!

11.) Have you seen him/her mad?
Yesh. Scary :o

12.) ...smile?
Haha. YESH and I like what I saw. (:

13.) ...cry?
Nope. Not YET. :P

14.) What does he/she like to wear?
This I remembered. His school attire... with first 2 buttons undone, a belt, a blazer with 2 buttons on either sides ripped, untucked shirt and his own pair of socks to school. (:

15.) Does he/she make you happy?
Maybe more than Happy *gleams*

16.) Did you make him/her cry?
I hope not.

17.) Favorite food?
Not sure but he hates fish I think. :o Brain Food! *laughs*

18.) Favourite song?
I answered this just now. :P

19.) What do you call each other?
And why must you know? =3

20.) Any message for the person?
Two Words: Te Amo (:

Friday, April 10 at 20:42

We all have friends. Many types of friends. Online friends, real life friends, virtual friends, close friends, best friends, good friends and the list goes on. How do we categorize them? Well today, I hit rock bottom. I never felt so low in my life x.x A best friend stabbed me in my back after everything I did for him. Can people really be that cruel? And I've been nothing but Mr Nice to him. So many sacrifices I made. I guess the whole "List" of who is which friend changes now and then. Every second you spend with them... they go up or down in that "List", closer to you or just more distant.

Worse part is that I feel I was threatened. :( Threatened with something I treasure most as of right now. What would you do? Do the right thing and uphold justice? Or protect something you loved so much? I chose to protect that something that I loved so much. Well, at least that shows I'm still human though seeing how weak I am to not be able to give up something in the name of justice. x.x OMG. That sounded so crappy. WTH am I talking about. Oh What the heck... moving on.

At least I'm thankful that I was born to be a positive person. I'll take this as a big life-long learning experience and move on. Plus you learn best when you've experienced it and what I've experienced... was so hurtful and its so depressing. I'll get through eventually. Time heals all. Nothing can be done to undo the past. After all, I still have that something I love so much safe within my protection.

at 00:25

Got nothing to blog about these days. Just rotting at home and waiting for school to reopen soon :o I can't wait.

Thursday, April 2 at 19:19