Saturday went to Bedok and shop. Then went over to grandma's place in Tampines. Not much except that I ate SO SO SO much that day. I could barely sleep with that extra full stomach. Sunday not much. Till I received this song link by Katy Perry. This made my weekend. Laugh Out Loud at the lyrics. x)

YOU'RE SO GAY- Katy Perry
I hope you hang yourself with your H&M scarf
While jacking off listening to Mozart
You bitch and moan about LA
Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway
You don't eat meat
And drive electrical cars
You're so indie rock it's almost an art
You need SPF 45 just to stay alive

[CHORUS]
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like...

You're so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal
You're so skinny you should really Super Size the deal
Secretly you're so amused
That nobody understands you
I'm so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head
I'm so angry cause you'd rather MySpace instead
I can't believe I fell in love with someone that wears more makeup than...

[CHORUS]
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like...

You walk around like you're oh so debonair
You pull 'em down and there's really nothing there
I wish you would just be real with me


*To Nick: You want a change of song? That that. :p Haha!

Sunday, November 30 at 23:00

Today... Very Moody Me. x( No mood to do RJ. No mood to eat. No mood to go out. No mood to study for tomorrow's UT. No mood for anything. Haix. Don't wish to sleep also. Let's see how long I can stay awake tonight. Sadly, tomorrow VB And Maths. Need to focus one. Die for sure. My brain half-dead. My mind half-missing. Nevermind, persevere! Persist On!

When youre safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothings harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
Its so hard to stand your ground when youre so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

When theres no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then youll find the strength that will guide your way
Youll learn to begin to trust the voice within


And... It cuts so deep,it hurts down to my soul. My friends tell me,I ain't the same no more. Really? If so, I'm doomed.

Tuesday, November 25 at 22:10

My oh my. Nothing Much happened today. Hmm, that may be a lie. Hehe. x) Anyway, my mind is still drifting elsewhere today. Don't really know what's bothering me. Maybe just to post a question. What would you do? Please the society and follow the social norms? Or please yourself. 2 Choices here. If you go with society, you will probably personally suffer but will survive in public. And if you follow and please yourself, you will get outcasted but personally happy with yourself. If you had to choose one, what would it be? "Acceptance and no Personal Satisfaction"(Go wif what Society says) or "Personal Satisfaction and no Acceptance"(Satisfy what you believe in but be outcasted)? Which one can YOU live with? Tag Me. x(

Monday, November 24 at 23:43

Weeeeeee. x) Today... Mind not stable. I am a super blur person today. God knows why. My mind has been drifting to places today. I spent the whole afternoon today staring in front of the TV from my bed. At 6pm, I realised I was not really watching TV. I was daydreaming and wandering since 3pm. >.< I CANNOT remember what were the shows and I pretty much wasted electricity. x) Haha. Then at night, YS msn me. Played some games. Started with Hexic and I got no mood to play. x( Then changed to Minesweeper and I lost like 7 out of 7 games payed. OMG! How can I lose 7 games of Minesweeper. x( Then lastly played that Quarto Game. Played 2 times and lost all 2 games. Haix. Mind really floating somewhere. x( Come back before tomorrow lessons begin, please. x(

Sunday, November 23 at 22:45

Today in class... It went very fine at first. And then something "bad" happened. It is probably my fault. I do not understand why I must be so MEAN. This is not the first time. Probably the million'th time I've been mean. I already lost 4 good friends before because of my stubborness and how mean I can be at times. Why am I so mean at times? It only brings temporary satisfaction and happiness for me. But I've realised its selfish. Can someone please be honest and tell me why? =( I'ld appreciate friends that tell me the blunt truth rather than one keeping it quiet so that I won't get hurt. Gargh, but today was a lucky day. Nothing bad happened afterwards. I began to realise all of these and how fucking mean I can be at times. I don't want to loose more friends. It's just not the way I want things to go. I have made some very nice and good friends. Sorry to those whom I have been mean before. I know especially to Syidah. 2 years(maybe more?) of tolerating my nonsense and those mean times I disturb you everytime. Sorry ahh? Haha. :P And also Nick. You've been through the most times I suppose. I know I can be a stubborn asshole at times. Now,I got to understand myself better. =(

PINK-Mean
You used to hold the door for me, now you can't wait to leave
You used to send me flowers if you fucked up in my dreams
I used to make you laugh with all the silly shit I did
But now you roll your eyes and walk away and shake your head

When the spark has gone, and the candles are out
When the song is done and there's no more sound
Whispers turn to yellin and I'm thinkin

How do we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

Always sentimental when I think of how it was
When love was sweet and new and we just couldn't get enough
The shower, it reminds me you'd undress me with your eyes
And now you never touch me and you tell me that you're tired

You know, I get so sad when it all goes bad
And all you think about is all the fun you had
And all those sorries ain't never gonna mean a thing, oh

How did we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

Oh, we said some things that we can never take back
It's like a train wreck tryna hit the right track
We opened up the wine and we just let it breathe,
But we shoulda drank it down while it was still sweet
It all goes bad eventually

Now do we stay together cause we're scared to be alone?
We got so used to this abuse, it kind of feels like home
But, my baby, I just really wanna know, oh,

How do we get so mean?
How do we just move on?
How do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone?
Is it cause we wanna be free? Well that's not me
Normally I'm so strong
I just can't wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
Knowing that forever won't be

Thursday, November 20 at 20:25

Today was a pretty much BAD DAY. Went to update my passport early morning cause travelling out of Singapore in a few weeks time and the last day of school going out of Singapore again to god knows where... Anywhere, had to endure those dreadful long queues. Sighs. After that, went to walk around Bugis. Went to see 101 tailoring shops. Haha. Saw a lot of cool, nitty-gritty stuffs. From wierd looking buttons to laces to everthing I would need to make Art Stuff. Haha. But didn't buy anything. Just looked around. Anyway, when I reached home... I went to wash my current wallet. Its filthy. :p Haha. So, I decided to use my old White Leather Marc Jacobs Wallet. But then, I noticed it has Blue Jean Stains. So, I took some warm water and rubbed it off with it. Then it spread a lot more. :( Aiyooo. I don't know what happened. Then rubbed even more and the leather started peeling off. OMG. No......... -cries- Now, my wallet is like one coat lesser. :( I need to fix it somehow... =(

Saturday, November 15 at 21:16

It's on
Baby lets get lost
You don't need
To call into work
Cuz you're the boss

For real want you
To show me how you feel
I consider myself
Lucky that's a big deal

Why well?
You got the key to my heart
But you aint gonna need it
I'd rather you open up my body
And show me secrets
You didn't know was inside
No need for me to lie

Usually I'm humble
Right now I don't choose

You can leave with me
Or you could have the blues

Some call it arrogant
I call it confidant

You decide when you find
On what I'm working with

Damn I know,
I'm killing you with them legs
Better yet them thighs
Matter a fact it's my smile
Or maybe my eyes
Boy you a site to see
Kind of something like me

It's too big
It's too wide
It's too strong
It wont fit

It's too much
It's too tough
I talk like this
Cuz I can back it up

I got a big ego...
Such a huge ego...
But he love my big ego...

It's too much
I walk like this
Cuz I can back it up
I, I walk like this

Ego so big
You must admit
I got every reason
To feel like I'm that bitch
Ego so strong
If you aint know
I don't need no beat
I can sing it with piano

Friday, November 14 at 19:30

Whee. Today skipped class half-way. Damn Toughlah Science today... Quite a number of people left today. I salute those who stayed till Meeting 3. Haha. Then left for Causeway Point with Vit,Yoges and Gen. Was going to watch Madagascar 2. On the way there... Yoges changed her mind. SHe left for home instead at the MRT. But then, Lynette called from class and said she, YS and Clarence want to come. Haha. That's plus 3 more people. :) lols. Then when about the buy the tickets... Gen wanted to go home. So minus one person. Now, left with 5. Went in and watched and there were SO SO SO SO SO many advertisement on WATCHES. I mean whats with all the watch advertisement? -.- Then the show started with some "past memories" while those zoo animals were still babies. OMG. Alex was so cute as a cub while he was young. :p Haha. The show was nice. Sufficiently fun :) Lols. Then went to eat at Burger King and went home. Wheee. =) I wanna catch some sleep now. Hahas. Nites.

Thursday, November 13 at 21:28

Hmmm, last few minutes. Final B'day Greetings to the B'dae gurl. Class was fine today. As usual. People saying want to skip class but in the end all never skip one. It's always easier said than done. :p haha. Went to Bishan and meet Nana and Syidah. Went to eat at pizza hut. My wallet is dry now. Lols. Then walk-walk around and went in circles aimlessly. As Usual. Lol >.< Then went home with Nana and visit Shu Hui and gave a boo-ya surprise at the door. Haha. Then Nana gave a BELATED B'Day Gift. Lols. The Mum was puzzled. ROFLMAO. Haha. Then went home, did RJ and chat wif people on MSN. Now, Im turning to bed. Roller Coaster Ride today. Im thinking of not going to skool tomorrow but I will feel guilty cause I pestered someone to come. Sighs. I guess i should go. No idea. Depends on tomorrow's mood. haha. Im tired. Out!

Tuesday, November 11 at 23:53

Ahhh. 1am now. Nothing to do. Can't sleep. Been talking to Lynette to keep both of us entertained. Haha. And busy reading up on Horoscopes. Haha. I do not believe in them. I'm just having fun and seeing how accurate they can be. Apparently, they are FREAKING accurate as of now. Woah!. Some facts about Librarians(thats me)! Lols

Libra (THE SCALES)- The Sign Of Balance

Natural justice and the knowledge that the universe runs smoothly when there is balance is at the heart of the Libran persona. However, to get everything just right takes a certain amount of adjustment and effort. Libras are known for their ability to consider both sides and to bring together warring factions, since in Libra land the world is fully of happy contended people. Librans are liable to to adopt whatever approach is necessary to find that balance and can resort to some quite ruthless tactics at times. Think, 'iron hand in a velvet glove', to create harmony.
-Don't really understand the part above. But heck care. :p

*Romance
Off and on relationships is bad for Libra's. Libra's do not like to make waves. Partners need to get Libra's to talk and speak up. When Libra's don't speak they're either hurt badly or angry. If you constantly ridicule a Libra this will cause them to become distant and defensive. But if the relationship pulls through, it will be long lasting and rewarding.
-I totally agree on the "don't speak" part. Haha!

*Ideal Careers
Barrister, judge, diplomat, designer, beautician, interior decorator, designer, anything in personnel.
-Uhhh! Designer. :p Whoo-Hoo!

*No. 1 Weakness
Getting jealous.
-Gawd. That's pretty much true for me. -.-

*Best At?
Libra is easy going, charming and pleasant, and will work hard at relationships, since relating is the key motivation for this sign. Consequently, Librans instinctively know how to be good hosts and put others at their ease. Chances are they will have more than the usual amount of knowledge about the arts, current affairs and politics, and will be the oil that sociability glides on. Compromise comes much easier than making a firm decision.

*Compatible With
Aquarius/Gemini/Aries

*Not Compatible With
Capricorn/Cancer/Virgo

at 00:59

Funhouse. The title of P!nk's New Album. Spent the last 3 weeks looking for that CD at all sorts of outlets. No Luck. Oh god. Is history going to repeat itself? I did not get a chance to buy P!nk's other CD in 2003. I don't want to miss out on this one. Heard the songs on youtube and imeem. Oh god. Loved It! So RNB and less rock this time. Haha. Favourites were 'So What' and 'Bad Influence' and 'It's All Your Fault'. I can really relate to these songs at this moment. Thats why. Haha. Both for the good and bad reasons. Haha. And changed song to 'It's All Your Fault'. Just wanted to express some things out(not blaming people though). I wish things would be MORE CLEARER man. Show me the light and give me an answer. :) Anyway, forget to say I was greeted by another packed today morning. Haha! A package from a very, very, very OLD friend Nicole. Whee. You make me SO VERY happy. :) Sent me P!nk's other CD yeah? How thoughtfull :) Now, one last CD Album to track down... Anyone wif me? Lols. :)

PINK-It's All Your Fault

I conjure up the thought of being gone
But I'd probably even do that wrong
I try to think about which way
Would I be able to and would I be afraid

Cause oh I'm bleeding out inside
Oh I don't even mind

(Yeah)It's all your fault
You called me beautiful
You turned me out
And now I can't turn back
I hold my breath
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air
And it's not fair

I'm trying to figure out what else to say
To make you turn around and come back this way
I feel like we could be really awesome together
So make up your mind cause it's now or never

(Oh)It's all your fault
You called me beautiful
You turned me out
And now I can't turn back
I hold my breath
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air
And it's not fair

I would never pull the trigger
But I've cried wolf a thousand times
I wish you could
Feel as bad as I do
I have lost my mind

It's all your fault
You called me beautiful
You turned me out
And now I can't turn back
I hold (I hold) My breath (My breath)
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air (Running out of air)
And it's not fair

Monday, November 10 at 00:07

Title says it all. Been real busy these 2 days. Monday was the start of school again after a simple one-week break. I'm really wanting more breaks. I'm just so tired and my sleeping time has been greatly reduced and affected. I'm feeling sick and not right to go to school. Getting a drag to go to school. Monday was okay-ish. Had group quarrels and a mini class argument. But I loved the whole day with the different approach for Meeting 3. We did our presentations gallery style. Muahahaha :p Loved-It! Anyway, after 8 weeks of Cognitive Lessons, I FINALLY got an A-Grade. Gawd. Took me long enough. The Faci needs to be more willing to give more A's. Lols. That aside, I got my VERY FIRST D Grade. Holy Cheese On Whiskers (dont mind that- randomness) Can you beleive it? Me Very 1st D-Grade. But that was 2 weeks ago. Just never updated it! Lols. Tuesday was.. Enterprise. It was okay-ish also lah. Researched about hotels and was given Gallery Hotel for a case study. That place is UBER COOL! Take a look at the photos below. Uhhh. Lovely! Such great designed rooms. :) Price should also be a "wonder". Lols. Then after class, stayed back and googled to research on SEVEN STAR HOTELS. Yeah! I didn't even know they existed. I thought it was only untill 5. Haha. Got 6 & 7 Stars also. The one famous hotel at Dubai was jaw-dropping. I look at a video of it and wow! Everyone was luxurious. A Swimming Pool INSIDE the room. Lols! Wow! Wow! Wow! -Is Speechless- Haha. Adds in one more wish onto my dream list. Haha. One day, I will step into that place hopefully. haha. :)

Wednesday, November 5 at 08:30

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help, I take care of myself
I dont why you think you got a hold on me

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And its a little late for conversa-tions
There isnt anything for you to say
And its a little late for explanations
There isnt anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me

Because
I dont want to, stay another minute
I dont want you, to say a single word
Hush hush Hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say

Because
I dont want to, do this any longer
I dont want you, theres nothing left to say
Hush hush Hush hush
Ive already spoken, our love is broken

Baby hush hush hush hush

Saturday, November 1 at 14:04