So, apparently some people have asked me a couple of time this month what I do at home during the whole school break so far. Well, I always say rotting. x3 What do I do specifically? Sims2, Draw and Doodle mostly. :P And here is my favourite (Dream House) Sims2 House. :P Took me 3-4 hours just to do the landscaping and all outside. P.S: The inside of the house is empty at the moment. I shall do that tomorrow x3

Saturday, February 28 at 20:43

at 14:54

So, yesterday was probably supposed to be like any boring day of mine till Shu Hui MSN me asking to go out. -.- Ok. Ok. So went out. Eat at PM and then go to JP. Came back home and out of the blue I decided to clean my room up and rearranged some stuffs. Took down the heavy white curtains also. Haha. Its so heavy that the hinges drilled to the wall were like going to come off. Haha. Heavy indeed. And I managed to revived the OLD COMPUTER I used to use. Wheee. How wonderful... Read through some old files in there and saw some really old school assignments. Like my Sec 2 Book Review Notes and Show And Tell Script. Haha. And a lot more wierd stuffs xD Well. Stayed up chatting till about 5am again :p However at 4.30am.... lets just say some really wierd unexplained thing happened and I freaked out like nuts and froze for about 10mins. x3 *Ish still trying to make sense of what and how it happened* Haha. Anyway... today is the boring day. Much more boring than yesterday definitely. Well dinner coming soon. GTG. :)

Thursday, February 26 at 18:34

Yesterday I slept at 4.30am siah. Thats like by far the latest I've slept at home. So, I turned off lights at 3am pretending to be asleep and used laptop till 4.30am. Haha. Wheee. But was fun chatting till that late with Jaymz. :P Couldnt sleep well last night. I was like rolling in bed for 2hours when my siblings wake up to go to school then I remember I fell asleep. Phew, Lucky xD

Anyway, I woke up at 11am surprisingly. When I went online Si Min immediately MSN-ed me about Sem 2 GPA. Woah... Suddenly, I felt like WIDE awake. Haha. Scared yet excited. So went to Leo and damn that page loaded so long. The intense like nearly killed me. But I was kinda prepared for the worse cause I knew this Semester I didnt perform as well, I think. So was expecting 3.4-3.7 for GPA this Semester. Then, the page loaded. POOFED!!! 4A's and 1B+ Grade. OMFG! *Faints* 3.9 again. That was a BIG SHOCK. Now, Im still trying to take in that Great News.

So... the day went past miserably.. Mood went down the drain man. By 6pm, I'm bored like hell. Not many people online to talk. Anyway... it was 50% of my time passed already. Another 6 hours before Jaymz come back online to chat with me. *ish still waiting*

Then talked to SiMin at night and then she left. So I went to talk to Lynette till 1am. xD Then Jaymz came online. Talked then I poofed to bed. Woke up at 11am. Met Si Min at CCK Mac and watched her do some present stuffs. o-o Still havent finish arrr? LOL. Then Syidah and Hanna came along. Ahahaha x3 Went to Popular. Walked around Lot 1. Then took 172 back with Hannah. End of day. End of story x3 Outzzz...

Tuesday, February 24 at 21:40

One shot to your heart
Without breaking your skin
No one has the power to
Hurt you like your kin

Kept it inside
Didn't tell no one else
Didn't even wanna
Admit it to yourself

And now your chest burns
And your back aches
From 15 years
of holding the pain

And now you only
Have yourself to blame
If you continue to live this way

One shot to your heart
Without breaking your skin
No one has the power to
Hurt you like your friends

Thought it will never change
But this time moved on
An ugly duckling
Grew up to be a swan

And now your chest burns
And your back aches
Because now the years
Are showing up on your face

But you're never be happy
And you'll never be whole
Until you see the beauty in growing old

Sunday, February 22 at 22:51

Someone sent me a very wierd E-Mail today. Linked me to this Muffin Quiz and Cupcake Quiz. I find it hilarious. No harm trying it out. Results?


The Cupcake Test
Your Cupcake Says You Are Lovable
At parties, you tend to be laid back and even a bit shy. You are an observer. You hardly have any restraint. You only hold yourself back when absolutely necessary. The most important thing in your life is passion. You are laid back, flexible, and easy to get along with. To know you is to care for you.


What Kind of Muffin Are You?
You Are a Bran Muffin
Some people have accused you of being all work and no play. And that does describe you most of the time. You are very career oriented. When you're not working making money, you're working to improve yourself. You have very little room in your life for fluff. You want to live as good of a life as possible. You are competitive and driven. You like to surround yourself with other motivated people. While you are a go-getter, you are by no means self centered. Quite the opposite. You are a caring, together, and stable friend. You are grounded enough to be there for people.

BTW, WTH is a Bran Muffin? o-o I don't eat muffins I guess. o-o Cupcakes FTW :P

at 01:23

Yesterday afternoon SH and SM came over to bake cupcakes. LOL. 2 people were missing cause they got SKOOL x3 Bwahaha. Anyway SM took home cupcakes for the 2 people :P It was crazy yesterday.

First thing first, was the mixer. God knows what happened, the mixer didnt work on that day. -.- So had to use whisk and work with hands. Damn was it hard. And secondly, Shu Hui donno how to use knife. Oh gosh. Bwahahah x3 I asked her... know how to use knife. She said, Ya Of Course. 10mins or so later. She said, Aiyoo, no wonder I find it hard to cut the Chocolate into smaller pieces. Cause I use wrong side. I was lie WTH? Hahaha. x3

Then Si Min and me had troubles using the blender to blend the sugar. Haha. The equipment was like smooth plastic and my hands were kinda oily so we couldnt tighten the equipment properly. Haha. It takes 4 hands to insert the equipment in place to blend sugar. Haha.

Then they left and I played games on Orisinal. OMG. I had forgotten the website name for ages till I asked Si Min. Amazingly, she remembered. :o So, was busy playing. Whee. Im bored. Screenshots? :P


Play Them at www.orisinal.com

Wednesday, February 18 at 18:17

I'll Remember This Forever: ah hae an ee til ya & gang hail-heidit fer ya

*LOL. Let's see who are the people who will be bothered to find out what these 2 phrases means :P

Tuesday, February 17 at 20:26

I am so mad right now. Its like 2am now? And what am I doing? CODING CSS AND HTML. Why? Because people have been RUSHING ME. Yeah. Let me get this straight... You people are RUSHING ME. RUSHING, RUSHING, RUSHING ME. And it really pisses me off so much when I get rushed. I can't think properly and I can chill to finish the work properly. And NO, I do not do half-past six jobs. And seriously who likes half-past six jobs? That's the most annoying thing for me personally. Hate Em'. Gawd because I like to be precise, accurate and flawless. Thats HOW I WORK. P-E-R-F-E-C-T-I-O-N-I-S-T! Damn It. I can't be bothered if you want to pick and criticise on me for being like that. That's how I roll... Get used to it or Get lost. Grrr. If ya can't wait. Go get someone else to do ya dirty work. I'm here to help but I need time. Rush me and you ain't getting anything. Meanwhile... NO MORE REQUESTS for at least one month. I gotta give myself a break. I'm sick of doing other people's work and I get nothing in return. Not even Thank You's. Would all of you just learn to be appreciative?

at 02:34

By the time you get this message
It's gonna be too late
So don't bother paging me
Cause I'll be on my way

See, I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes
Just ask your momma she knows
You're gonna miss me baby
Hate to say I told you so

I found out about a gang
Of your dirty little deeds
With this one and that one
By the pool, on the beach, in the streets

Heard y'all was
Hold up my phone's breakin' up
I'ma hang up and call the machine right back
I gotta get this off of my mind

You wasn't worth my time
So I'm leaving you behind
Cause I need a real love in my life

Save this recording because
I'm never coming back home
Baby I'm gone
Don't cha know

I really gotta shake you of. But I'll admit I'm not doing a very good job. x(

Countdown: 2 more days till Tuesday :D

Sunday, February 15 at 19:00

Yesterday went out with some friends. Basically Syidah, Si Min, Hannah and Shu Hui. Surprise, surprise met Zulfaidi at JP Solo. Bwahahaha. So he joined us for a while. We went to eat at Long John's... Hmmm, and there we like shadows that keep passing us. Like something was on top flying. Bwahahaha. We keep looking up thinking it was like bird of something. Bwahahah. Which was impossible. Soon enough, realised that it was the PEOPLE that were walking past the bridge on top. Haha. And tha Big Bird joke was DAMN Funny. ROFL. Hmmm, basically then walked around JP. Gawd. I find JP boring liaos. xD Wakakaka. Then later exchange gifts for Valentines. Bwahahaha. Rasyidah was like so proud she did the DIY Flowers. xD Hehehe :) Good job. :) And Si Min needed EXTRA TIME to make up for her gifts. Hahah xD Last Min panic ehh? lol. I dont mind. And Shu Hui gave that big box of Toblerone. And later we were arguing how its pronouced. Haha. Blur-rone or Bleh-rone. hahaha xD Still undecided. xD Lastle, Nana gave some sweet goodies. Love the wrapping paper xD As for me, I gave cupcakes as usual. xD STANDARD. xD Oh and at 1am Shu Hui Msn ms asking for more cupcakes. O-O Ello... its 1 in the morning. O-O bwahahah xD Anyway, thats about it. Actually, kinda feels nice to go out and leave house. xD I wanna go out MORE!!! :)

Saturday, February 14 at 13:23

Gotta be strong gotta be strong but I'm
Really hurtin now that you're gone

I thought maybe I'd do some shopping
But I couldnt get past the door and

Now I dont know, now I dont know If Im
Ever really gonna let you go

And I couldnt even leave my apartment
I'm stripped down, torn up about it
T-shirt Song By Shontelle

Today going out. Haiz, still thinking if should go out or not. Guess I'll go. Talked to Syidah yesterday and she said, it wont be fun if I did not go. I'm like, SERIOUSLY? o-o Hmmm, fine then. Woke up this morning early as usual hoping that YOU will come online. YOU never come online lately these days. Sighs. Avoiding me much? Sobs. Your promises, YOU broke them. NOT me. You said this, "As long as you dont stop talking to me" & "Okay im glad we shouldn't stop talking". Mhmmm, I REMEMBER THEM. :o BROKEN already I guess? Unless you're gonna give the same "I Had No Connection Reason Again"? Sighs. I just need answers now. :(

Friday, February 13 at 09:26

...has got to go on, regardless of what happens. It's gawd damn hard to turn that freaking page into a whole new chapter for me now. So hard to leave it all behind. So hard to "forget" about it. Each and every second meant somethings and time doesn't erase all those moments just like that. The only thing I can do now is to pretend that I am fine so that at least the people around me don't get all worried. I just hope this move won't be a mistake I will regret.

This is for you...
If you don't know, then ask me.
If you don't agree, then argue with me.
If you don't like, then say it to me.
But don't keep silent and judge me.


PS: I love to see my daily horoscopes. Not that I believe in horoscopes but I like to see how accurate they are for me. Without fail, my horoscopes has been literally perfect daily for the past 3 yrs. :o

Todays Horoscope: Don't let anxiety knock you out of balance today. Share your concerns with your loved one and then let them go. There's no point in wasting energy on things you can't change now.

Sneak Peak on tomorrow?: It's time for you to give up some old baggage -- it's not doing you any good, and you've certainly got the mojo to let go and get on with life now. If you just can't do it, talk things over with an old friend.

Since its been right for the past 3 years of my life... Imma have to let YOU go (I guess)...

Wednesday, February 11 at 23:38

So, I went out yesterday and today. Yesterday first head to Orchard Area and walked. Intended to go for Job Interview... Turned out to be some crappy Agency. Had a detour. Haha. Then walked about with Shu Hui and she had to look for footwear. Haha. Kinda walked to and fro, back and forth. LOLS!!! Then headed down to Bugis. Wanted to get some DIY stuffs like beads, lace and stuffs. Walked all the way from Bugis up to Beach Road area. Once at the shop, realised it was closed. We were like 15mins late. WTF!!! SO far leh... Then headed BACK to Jurong. Seriously... tiring day.

Today went to Central. Shu Hui wanted to get Chocolate. hehe. Then found out that its sold out. LOLS!!! So... headed back to Lavender to get back to that DIY Shop. Found loads of interesting items. Spent time picking out tons of stuffs. When we left the shop after paying the items... We realised that we spent TWO HOURS THERE!!! Wow! Haha. Anyway, nice shop to explore. x) Then headed to Spotlight to get some cloth, cotton wool and other stuffs. So... looked through the tons of cloths. OMG, I feel in love with the Silver/Brownish cloth that she bought. Its so matching with the other Magenta Cloth we picked. Awesome-Possum!!! ANd the feel of it... *faints* SUPRA NICE TO TOUCH. After that, just headed home. And I collected my new specs. Haha. x) Nice but TIRING DAY...
BTW... I MISSED "YOU"... GAWD... TALK TO ME!!! OH CRAPP.

Wednesday, February 4 at 22:17